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1944 Pierre Elliot Trudeau Exhaustion and Fulfilment: The Ascetic in a Canoe

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Pierre Elliott Trudeau’s 1944 essay, Exhaustion and Fulfilment: The Ascetic in a Canoe, is a profound reflection on the relationship between nature, solitude, and the search for spiritual meaning, which resonates far beyond its immediate subject matter. Written long before Trudeau would become a towering figure in Canadian politics, this work encapsulates many of the philosophical ideals that would later shape his political vision. At its heart, the essay is a meditation on the Canadian wilderness, the canoe as a symbol of both freedom and discipline, and the ascetic journey as a metaphor for individual and national identity. Trudeau’s writing, deeply influenced by his love of the outdoors and his intellectual engagement with religious and philosophical traditions, offers a unique window into his emerging sense of what it meant to be Canadian. This document, though personal and introspective, holds profound implications for the history of Canada, not just in its articulation of the Canadian experience, but in the way it foreshadows the values Trudeau would bring to his leadership: a commitment to individual freedom, a respect for diversity, and a vision of the country as a place where wilderness and civilization coexist.

In Exhaustion and Fulfilment, Trudeau reflects on the act of canoeing through the Canadian wilderness as an ascetic experience, one that strips away the distractions of modern life and forces the individual to confront both the beauty and the harshness of nature. For Trudeau, the canoe is not merely a mode of transportation; it is a vessel of spiritual exploration. The physical exertion required to paddle through rivers and lakes, the solitude of the northern wilderness, and the constant battle against the elements all evoke the discipline of asceticism—a journey that tests the body and purifies the soul. This idea of spiritual fulfilment through exhaustion, through the deliberate act of pushing oneself to the limits in the face of nature’s indifference, becomes a central theme in the essay. It is not difficult to see in this reflection an analogy to Trudeau’s later political career, where the pursuit of lofty ideals would require resilience, fortitude, and a willingness to endure setbacks and opposition.

The essay also speaks to the quintessential Canadian experience of the wilderness, a theme that runs deep in the national consciousness. Trudeau’s portrayal of the rugged northern landscape as a place of both challenge and inspiration reflects a longstanding Canadian tradition of seeing the wilderness as central to the country’s identity. The canoe, in particular, holds a special place in Canadian history. It was, after all, the primary mode of transportation for Indigenous peoples, European explorers, and fur traders alike, and it played a crucial role in the opening up of Canada’s vast interior. By framing the canoe as a symbol of asceticism, Trudeau connects himself to this long historical tradition, situating his personal journey within the broader context of Canada’s past. The essay thus reflects a deep respect for the country’s Indigenous heritage and the natural environment, which would become key elements of Trudeau’s political philosophy in the years to come.

Moreover, Trudeau’s exploration of solitude in the wilderness carries important implications for understanding his later approach to leadership and governance. In the essay, solitude is not portrayed as a state of isolation but as an opportunity for reflection, renewal, and self-discovery. This emphasis on individual reflection in nature parallels the way Trudeau would later champion the rights and freedoms of the individual within the Canadian political system. His commitment to the Charter of Rights and Freedoms, which would become one of his most lasting legacies as Prime Minister, can be seen as an extension of the values articulated in this essay. Just as the ascetic in the canoe finds fulfilment through personal struggle and introspection, Trudeau believed that a just society was one that protected the individual’s right to pursue their own path, free from undue interference by the state or the majority. This emphasis on individual liberty, tempered by a deep respect for the common good, became one of the defining features of his political philosophy.

At the same time, Exhaustion and Fulfilment speaks to the tension between wilderness and civilization, a theme that has been central to the Canadian experience since the earliest days of European settlement. For Trudeau, the wilderness is a place of purity and authenticity, untainted by the corruptions of modern society. Yet, it is also a place of danger and hardship, where the individual is constantly tested. This duality—the simultaneous attraction and fear of the wilderness—reflects the broader Canadian experience of grappling with the vastness and isolation of the country’s geography. Trudeau’s essay suggests that the wilderness, far from being something to conquer or tame, is a vital part of the Canadian soul, a place where one can confront the essential truths of life. This vision of Canada as a land where wilderness and civilization coexist in a delicate balance would later inform Trudeau’s environmental policies and his efforts to promote conservation and sustainable development.

The essay’s exploration of asceticism also offers insights into Trudeau’s personal character and the intellectual currents that shaped his worldview. Asceticism, with its emphasis on self-discipline, sacrifice, and the rejection of material comforts, aligns with the Catholic spiritual tradition in which Trudeau was raised. Though he would later distance himself from the Church in certain respects, the influence of Catholic philosophy, particularly the idea of the individual’s moral responsibility to society, remained a strong undercurrent throughout his life. In Exhaustion and Fulfilment, the ascetic journey through the wilderness becomes a metaphor for the moral journey of life, one in which the individual must constantly strive to improve themselves, even at great personal cost. This moral dimension of Trudeau’s thinking would later manifest in his commitment to social justice, his advocacy for multiculturalism, and his belief in Canada as a just society where all individuals, regardless of background, could find fulfilment.

The influence of Exhaustion and Fulfilment on Canadian history is subtle but profound. While the essay itself did not gain widespread attention at the time of its publication, its themes would echo throughout Trudeau’s political career and his vision for Canada. His commitment to a strong, united Canada, his respect for individual rights, and his emphasis on balancing economic development with environmental preservation all find their roots in the reflections of this early work. Moreover, the essay’s focus on the Canadian wilderness as a source of both challenge and inspiration speaks to the way Trudeau, and many others, have viewed the country’s geography as central to its national identity. In a sense, Exhaustion and Fulfilment can be seen as an intellectual foundation for Trudeau’s later work, providing a philosophical framework that would guide his approach to leadership and governance.

In conclusion, Pierre Elliott Trudeau’s Exhaustion and Fulfilment: The Ascetic in a Canoe is far more than a personal essay about a journey through the wilderness. It is a meditation on the nature of freedom, the role of the individual in society, and the relationship between humans and the natural world. The essay reflects Trudeau’s deep intellectual engagement with the challenges of life and leadership, and its themes of solitude, discipline, and fulfilment would resonate throughout his political career. As a document, it offers a unique insight into the mind of one of Canada’s most influential leaders, and its exploration of the Canadian wilderness continues to speak to the broader themes of Canadian identity, history, and the ongoing quest for a balanced and just society.

I would not know how to instil a taste for adventure in those who have not acquired it. (Anyway, who can ever prove the necessity for the gypsy life?) And yet there are people who suddenly tear themselves away from their comfortable existence and, using the energy' of their bodies as an example to their brains, apply themselves to the discovery of unsuspected pleasures and places.

I would like to point out to these people a type of labour from which they are certain to profit: an expedition by canoe.

I do not just mean "canoeing." Not that I wish to disparage that pastime, which is worth more than many another. But, looked at closely, there is perhaps only a difference of money between the canoeists of Lafontaine Park and those who dare to cross a lake, make a portage, spend a night in a tent and return exhausted, always in the care of a fatherly guide - a brief interlude momentarily interrupting the normal course of digestion.

A canoeing expedition, which demands much more than that, is also much more rewarding.

It involves a starting rather than a parting. Although it assumes the breaking of ties, its purpose is not to destroy the past, but to lay a foundation for the future. From now on, every living act will be built on this step, which will serve as a base long after the return of the expedition. and until the next one.

What is essential at the beginning is the resolve to reach the saturation point. Ideally, the trip should end only when the members are making no further progress within themselves. They should not be fooled, though, by a period of boredom, weariness or disgust; that is not the end, but the last obstacle before it. Let saturation be serene!

So you must paddle for days, or weeks, or perhaps months on end. My friends and I were obliged, on pain of death, to do more than a thousand miles by canoe, from Montreal to Hudson Bay. But let no one be deterred by a shortage of time. A more intense pace can compensate for a shorter trip.

What sets a canoeing expedition apart is that it purifies you more rapidly and inescapably than any other. Travel a thousand miles by train and you are a brute; pedal five hundred on a bicycle and you remain basically a bourgeois; paddle a hundred in a canoe and you are already a child of nature. For it is a condition of such a trip that you entrust yourself, stripped of your worldly goods, to nature. Canoe and paddle, blanket and knife, salt pork and flour, fishing rod and rifle; that is about the extent of your wealth. To remove all the useless material baggage from a man's heritage is, at the same time, to free his mind from petty preoccupations, calculations and memories. On the other hand, what fabulous and undeveloped mines are to be found in nature, friendship and oneself! The paddler has no choice but to draw everything from them. Later, forgetting that this habit was adopted under duress, he will be astonished to find so many resources within himself. Nevertheless, he will have returned a more ardent believer from a time when religion, like everything else, became simple. The impossibility of scandal creates a new morality, and prayer becomes a friendly chiding of the divinity, who has again become part of our everyday affairs. (My friend, Guy Viau, could say about our adventure, "We got along very well with God, who is a damn good sport. Only once did we threaten to break off diplomatic relations if he continued to rain on us. But we were joking. We would never have done so, and well he knew it. So he continued to rain on us.") The canoe is also a school of friendship. You learn that your best friend is not a rifle, but someone who shares a night's sleep with you after ten hours of paddling at the other end of a canoe. Let's say that you have to be towed up a rapid and it's your turn to stay in the canoe and guide it. You watch your friend stumbling over logs, sliding on rocks, sticking in gumbo, tearing the skin on his legs and drinking water for which he does not thirst, yet never letting go of the rope; meanwhile, safely in the middle of the cataract, you spray your hauler with a stream of derision. When this same man has also fed you exactly half his catch, and has made a double portage because of your injury, you can boast of having a friend for life, and one who knows you well. How does the trip affect your personality? Allow me to make a fine distinction, and I would say that you return not so much a man who reasons more, but a more reasonable man. For, throughout this time, your mind has learned to exercise itself in the working conditions which nature intended. Its primordial role has been to sustain the body in the struggle against a powerful universe. A good camper knows that it is more important to be ingenious than to be a genius. And conversely, the body, by demonstrating the true meaning of sensual pleasure, has been of service to the mind: You feel the beauty of animal pleasure when you draw a deep breath of rich morning air right through your body, which has been carried b~ the cold night, curled up like an unborn child. How can you describe the feeling which wells up in the heart and stomach as the canoe finally rides up on the shore of the campsite after a long day of plunging your paddle into rain-swept waters? Purely physical is the joy which the fire spreads through the palms of your hands and the soles of your feet while your chattering mouth belches the poisonous cold. The pleasurable torpor of such a moment is perhaps not too different from what the mystics of the East are seeking. At least it has allowed me to taste what one respected gentleman used to call the joys of hard living.

Make no mistake, these joys are exclusively physical. They have nothing to do with the satisfaction of the mind when it imposes unwelcome work on the body, a satisfaction, moreover, which is often mixed with pride, and which the body never fails to avenge. During a very long and exhausting portage, I have sometimes felt my reason defeated, and shamefully fleeing, while my legs and shoulders carried bravely on. The mumbled verses which marked the rhythm of my steps at the beginning had become brutal grunts of "uh! uh! uh!" There was nothing aesthetic in that animal search for the bright clearing which always marks the end of a portage.

I do not want you to think that the mind is subjected to a healthy discipline merely by worrying about simplistic problems. I only wish to remind you of that principle of logic which states that valid conclusions do not generally follow from false premises. Now, in a canoe, where these premises are based on nature in its original state (rather than on books, ideas and habits of uncertain value), the mind conforms to that higher wisdom which we call natural philosophy; later, that healthy methodology and acquired humility will be useful in confronting mystical and spiritual questions.

I know a man whose school could never teach him patriotism, but who acquired that virtue when he felt in his bones the vastness of his land, and the greatness of those who founded it.